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Posted by I0TA - March 21st, 2019

But I won't.

I'm tired being under someone else's shadow. It wasn't who I am. Thus I made this account and restart from fresh. It's just sad that the trailer scene is like one copying another, there is no innovation or creativity. The entire scene felt so forced. Which is why I choose the indie road and not competing with the big guys. I could, I would come out and win. But I won't. Like I didn't even participate contests on NG anymore. Competition isn't healthy for my work.

Story time!

The irony was that Thomas Bergersen only started to write trailer music after he stopped trying to hard to be Necros in his electronic tracker works. I've noticed his early trailer hybrid stuff also sound Necros-ish, but after the 2000s stuff he finally came out of his shell. Wondering what Andrew Sega said about this.



Posted by I0TA - March 3rd, 2019

As a soul sucker and lumpen anarchist who constantly needed to remind the world that "anarchy" isn't all about broken Sbux windows, it seems to be a pointless attempt to do so, particularly when the media doing the opposite job to either exaggerate or dehumanize us. At this point it's kind of funny to even talk about it. So here is a list of the media that either made us look like antifa supersoldier or something funny. Also include some socialist examples, cuz when SHTF they're less likely to shoot us in the back... or are they?


Apostle & Syndicate (Mission: Impossible - Fallout) - This is the best/worst portray of anarchists so far. Bond-level villains with super spy gadgets and MMA techniques, one who later get snuffed by a hook. It's rather fun to see that we either get upgraded, or dehumanized to this level, depend on how you view it. Anyway, if Solomon Lane truly wanted to kill Ethan Hunt, he can accomplished that with only a tire iron at the beginning of the movie. Then you can go and infect the world with smallpox and radiation.

Black November (Mirror Edge: Catalyst) - Right off the bat, the game portrayed them as renegade that so extreme, even Faith felt they were enemy. Don't get me wrong, I love this game cuz mainly the cyberpunk and parkour (my former fav sport), but ME:C is just another goddamn liberal piece of work when comes to plot. In fact, the plot is shallow as fuck. Faith is a centrist, the setting is in Cascadia Prime, pretty much a right-libertarian/ancap utopic dystopia, and Kruger is fascist. The kick here is that Faith and her goons don't really want to topple the system, they just want "changes", exactly like IRL liberals (and conservatives, except they are liberals, too)


The black bloc (Battle in Seattle) - the worst riot movie in history of mankind somewhat portrayed anarchists somewhat right in our natural habitat. But that copaganda is puking material.

Anarchists with various tendencies (Anakiseuteu) - A Korean movie about anarchists trying to establish nationalism? Seems like a rip-off of Shinmin.

The Punks (Suburbia) - Anarchy isn't all about piercings and punk music


Sorry To Bother You - The movie is literally a surreal art about unionizing, class war, EVERYTHING. It's a masterpiece.

V (V for Vendetta) - I mean the comic, movie is trash. V is an individual anarchist, egoist and nihilist. Stirner is proud.

Namgoong & Yona (Snowpiercer) - Boong Joon Ho is a socialist himself and making this movie is pretty much his version of "coming out" lol. Snowpiercer doesn't label anything, however the metaphors are so transparent, that even the most naive liberal would sense that the movie is shit talking about them. Moreover, the two protagonists are anti-civilization anarchists, and Capt America is the tankie. The whole movie is an anti-civ anarchy criticism of our society. No movie has portrayed class warfare better than Snowpiercer, not even Sorry To Bother You (it's the difficult choice)

ALF (Okja) - Joon Ho third movie following up to Snowpiercer, is another one about anarchism. This time featuring Animal Liberation Front, an IRL active anarchist group that were branded by Western capitalists as one of the most dangerous domestic "terror" group. Feel good to be finally represented.

CNT-FAI (Land and Freedom) - Obviously

F Society (Mr. Robot) - It's a bit nifty including F Society here, but the first episode is relevant. Yes the first season makes sense, the rest don't.

As always. Fuck the system and ACAB.



Posted by I0TA - February 21st, 2019

I recently had the nostalgic feeling for old school music, especially demoscene stuff. And I went back to check out all the famed people who once active in the scene. And I came across this. This is the xm if anyone was wondering. It was made be no other than that Thomas Bergersen. Yes, that guy. I'm familiar with his module files and his history in the scene, as a demoscener myself, but I was surprised that he did intelligent DnB. Most of his old tracks were techno, and this was the one stood out the most. His recent stuff were pop and techno, how ironic, I guess he missed the scene.

Move on to other artists, where they are now, particularly the people I admire... Wave is still wave. Necros is still famous. Rajunen is still on NG but not active anymore. Jesper Kyd is a full blown composer who's known for Assassin Creed, Hitman and Borderland. Scorpik did Witcher series. Purple Motion is now an orchestrator. Skaven does music for Trine series. Blaizer works for DICE, like the rest of The Silents. Gopher just disappeared. Croaker did Angry Bird, and music by Djartz and also disappeared. TDK doesn't seem to surface anymore, he has an account on NG. Tempest still hasn't got his lawsuit money back from the thief Timbaland.

The other who weren't directly from the scene but known sometime in the tracker scene are: Darude, Aphex Twin, Infected Mushroom, Swedish House Mafia, Deadmau5, Venetian Snares, Chris Huelsbeck...

I'm still here, standing on the shoulder of these giants... It's funny to think that I probably started tracking shit and going to the scene, by the time Lioz (Bergersen) stop tracking, left the scene, and went to uni for orchestration.

The point of this post is that we all started from somewhere. Never give up.



Posted by I0TA - February 13th, 2019

I'm gonna get back to orchestra, TSFH latest album 'Dragon' get me pumped up... also ignore the previous "album", it's one of my edgy joke. If you've been my fan for a while, you know me...

Side note, I should probably upload those synthwave tracks from the first album.

Happy Valentine...


Posted by I0TA - February 12th, 2019

So some of u have been complaining that my recent mix is bit wee quiet. So I roll out this album with original mix with limiter on. Also all the tracks are renamed as according to their intended titles just for this album.

Enjoy ;)


Posted by I0TA - January 30th, 2019

@EvilRaccoon or also known as Peter Satera won the 8Dio contest. In cinematic music world he's known as the person who write ultra epic stuff, but Peter had a start on NG. His sibling, @Enzer0 or Enzo Satera is also on NG (go follow both of them!). They are awesome duo that gave rise to many NG cinematic composers. Peter and Enzo were the first wave of NG orchestra musicians, along with Danman87, MaestroRage, Jazza, sorohanro, MilkMan-Dan, Reasoner, etc...

2 years ago, another NG composer made it to 8Dio Standout Contest's final, @Phonometrologist, he's his own league.

NG gave rise to small but strong number of cinematic composers. @Danman87 (Denny) and @MaestroRage are the most well known. Denny is now a demo writer for EWQL. MaestroRage, @sorohanro and other founded their own film/game scoring company Symphony Of Specters. @zirconmusic founded Impact Soundworks, that's known for stuff like Shreddage. Other composers who made a start on NG are: @SoundChris, now a demo writer for Strezov Sampling and Soundiron. @Edgen, who is a composer for X-Ray Dog. @chrishaigh, left NG and founded Gothic Storm.

Though, there is one big score composer on NG that few people known, except our little circle of cinematic blokes who interacted with her, she is @winifredphillips, or known for composer of God Of War, Little Big Planet and Assassin's Creed III: Liberation.

The new rising stars who you should definitely check out are @RealFaction (AIM/NGADM organizer), @LucidShadowDreamer (3rd place NGADM), @Everratic (1st Place NGMT), @EtherealWinds (1st place NGADM), @Troisnyx (1st place NGADM and Epic Battle Fantasy composer), ForgottenDawn (almost won Make Arma Not War), @Mattashi (1st place AIM), @bassfiddlejones (recurring 1st place NGADM), @bassethound, @AceMantra, @CloakedSoup (3rd place AIM)

I was also in the first wave, however it took me little longer to come this far. I'm not the same tier as these composers, though my more well-known work was Make Arma Not War 1st place project Resist.



Posted by I0TA - January 28th, 2019

How long do we have left? Gives or takes, 10 years, 20 max. Within 5 years we're going to see collapses happen worldwide. Syrian war happened because of climate change, that was nearly a decade ago, and only some started to realize this. We're on a brakeless car, on the slope down to an abyss, where our death is imminent. Would you rather fight each other for the seats? Or would you save the seat for the next generation, even though knowingly death is unavoidable? Would you comfort the passengers? So many questions, so little time, so much we have wasted.

We only have 12 years left to do something. And that's a fucking joke. Let's not kid ourselves. How do we even "do something" is a magnanimous self-deprecated humor12 years until the temperature jumps to 6.66 Fahrenheit. Satan is laughing so hard at humanity. He finally has the last laugh.

Unfortunately, good decision making has been in short supply at this crucial juncture. The Trump administration—which heads the world’s largest historical emitter—is using the argument that a million actions are needed to address climate change to justify precisely the opposite as well as its intent to pull out of the Paris Agreement. Speaking of, most countries aren’t on track to meet their wholly inadequate pledges to the agreement. Current policies will result in a world that’s up to 3.7 degree Celsius (a devilish 6.66 degrees Fahrenheit) warmer by 2100, upping the risk that we’ll have to put more eggs in the carbon capture basket or the even more disconcerting reflecting sunlight back into space to cool the planet basket. Kumbaya feels a long ways away.

Worldwide natural resevoirs are drying up with unimaginable speed.

Here is the map by UN with places most likely to have water wars.


Almost too predictable which regions played out. US, Europe, China, India, Australia etc... You reap what you sow, karma finally bites back.

Anarchists often have brilliant analysis on the world, and to the world. To be an anarchist, first and foremost, requires you to have nonlinear, extremely radical yet critical thinking that no other ideology, belief or politic could match it. We changed the world massive ways, and still changing this planet. But it's not our place to judge or steer the outcome of society, and we're the mere observers.

Over my decade of being an anarchist, I've read and discussed about many brilliant literature and analysis. Yet all have come to be dwarfed by one single text, that was written nearly 10 years ago, during the eve of Arab Springs and Syrian War. It predicted exactly how the future played out and guided many anarchists like me toward the end. And the author is anonymous 

Of course, I'm talking about Desert.

And excerpt from the text:

1. No (Global) Future
Religious myths: progress, global capitalism, global revolution, global collapse

The idea of Progress was central to the modern Western paradigm and the presumption that the entire world was moving ever onwards to a better future was dominant. The idea of the inevitability or possibility of a global libertarian future originates from that belief.

In many ways Anarchism was/is the libertarian extreme of the European Enlightenment — against god and the state. In some countries such as turn of the Twentieth Century Spain it was the Enlightenment — its militantly pro-science anti-clericism being as much an attraction as its anti-capitalism. Yet the rubbish of history is not so easily discarded and ‘progressive’ revolutionary movements have often been, in essence, form and aim, the continuation of religion by other means. As an example, the belief that universal peace and beauty would be reached through apocalyptic tumults of blood and fire (revolution/the millennium/the collapse) indicates firmly that as an enlightenment ideology, Anarchism has been heavily burdened by its Euro-Christian origins. John Gray was talking about Marxism when he said it was a “...a radical version of the enlightenment belief in progress — itself a mutation of Christian hopes... [Following] Judaism and Christianity in seeing history as a moral drama, that’s last act is salvation.” [2] While some anarchists never fell for such bunkum, many did, and some still do.

These days Progress itself is increasingly questioned both by anarchists and across society. I have yet to meet anyone today who still believes in the inevitability [3] of a global anarchist future. However the idea of a global movement, confronting a global present and creating a global future has many apostles. Some of these are even libertarians and look hopefully to the possibility of global anarchist revolution.

The illusory triumph of capitalism following the destruction of the Berlin Wall lead to the proclamation — more utopian [4] than real — of a New World Order — a global capitalist system. The reaction of many to globalisation was to posit one from below, and this was only re-enforced by the near simultaneous public emergence of the Zapatistas and the invention of the Web. The subsequent international action days, often coinciding with summits, became the focus for the supposedly global anti-capitalist ‘movement of movements’. The excitement on the streets enabled many to forestall seeing the spectre by looking in the direction of the ‘global movement’. But there never was a global movement against capitalism, then [5] , or ever [6] , just as capitalism itself was never truly global. There are many, many places where capitalist relations are not the dominant practice, and even more where anti-capitalist (nevermind anarchist) movements simply don’t exist.

Amidst the jolly unreality of this period of ‘Global Resistance’ some could get really carried away: “We have no interest in reforming the World Bank or the IMF; we want it abolished as part of an international anarchist revolution.” [7] Such statements are understandable if written in the drunk-like exuberance one can sometimes feel on having defeated the police, but they are found more commonly. The self-description of one Anarchist Federation reads: “As the capitalist system rules the whole world, its destruction must be complete and worldwide”. [8]

The illusion of a singular world capitalist present is mirrored by the illusion of a singular world anarchist future.

I love us, there’s so much we can do and be, but there are limits

Anarchists are growing in number. Groups and counter-cultures are appearing in countries where there were few, or no, social movement anarchists [9]previously. Yet an honest appraisal of our strengths and prospects, and those of the communities and classes we are part of, would show clearly that we are not growing “the new society in the shell of the old” [10] , that someday will liberate the world in a moment of rupture. The earth has a lot of places with a lot of people; a reality that can increasingly easily get lost in the web-encapsulated global (activist) village. [11] To want to rid the world of capitalist social relations, or further still civilisation, is one thing. To be capable of doing so is something else entirely. We are not everywhere — we are rare.

Actions, circles of friends, social centres, urban guerrilla cells, magazine editorial groups, eco-warriors, housing co-ops, students, refuges, arsonists, parents, squats, scientists, peasants, strikers, teachers, land based communes, musicians, tribespeople, street gangs, loving insurgents and so, so much else. Anarchists can be wonderful. We can have beauty, and self-possessed power and possibility in buckets. We cannot, however, remake the entire world; there are not enough of us, and never will be.


Hot wars and failed states

Looking at conflicts today there is already an obvious Equatorial Tension Belt which is expected to significantly expand. Its existence is due to a whole host of variables not least of which are the accumulated environmental impact from collapsed civilisations, the legacies of direct western colonialism, high population levels, the presence of ‘resources’ useful to capitalism and habitats that are on the margin of agriculture viability. [48] Given what the US generals describe above some governments in these regions will fall, whilst others, to varying degrees, will ‘fail’. Some states will retract back to their (maybe shifting) capitals leaving the rest of their supposed territories in a mosaic of war and peace, others will be engulfed in civil war, revolution and inter-state conflict. There will no doubt be much horror but also much potential for constructing free lives.

Unsurprisingly, there is division among military thinkers on what the great powers of today will be able to do. Some argue that they: “... may be drawn more frequently into these situations, either alone or with allies, to help provide stability before conditions worsen and are exploited by extremists.” And that they “...may also be called upon to undertake stability and reconstruction efforts once a conflict has begun, to avert further disaster and reconstitute a stable environment.” [49] Others predict a markedly reduced planetary policing role in an effective end to the New World Order declared by the US which, “lacking the means to help local authorities restore order, ‘will likely fall back on a combination of policies that add up to quarantine.’” [50]

Social movement anarchists in these regions might want to think seriously about what practical preparations can wisely be made for self-rule, civil war, survival and the unfortunately inevitable emergence and strengthening of authoritarian forces and inter-ethnic conflict. “We must have the ability to defend ourselves, survive, and exploit crises in society including capitalist attempts to destroy us. The divided and industrial nature of today’s society has already determined the instability of tomorrow.” [51]

In the depths of crises with social demands “exceeding the ability of government to cope” the glory days of Anarchism may be back. “If climate change results in reduced rainfall and access to the natural capital that sustains livelihoods, poverty will become more widespread, leading to increased grievances and better recruitment opportunities for rebel movements.” [52] Who knows we may even see scenes as dramatic as the anarchist armoured trains of Maria Nikiforova. [53] From the steppes of the Ukraine to the sierras of Mexico and the streets of Barcelona a huge number of those who ever identified as anarchists did so embroiled in overt war.

Unfortunately, in most places, rebel movements are more likely to be statist than anarchist. This is partly thanks to the large number of established authoritarian political gangs compared to libertarian ones, but also because in extreme situations people turn to extremist solutions. In some places this might be self-organisation, decentralisation and mutual aid, but in many there will be no social solution possible, just the false promises of despots and prophets. That’s not to say we couldn’t compete with them by spreading rival millennial hopes of a new dawn, but if we are honest with ourselves, having thrown aside religion, it would be a travesty of our ethics to pick it up again in the cause of gang recruitment and the joy of trouble.

Where visible and dramatic libertarian social forces do arise it is likely that many from other parts of the world will travel to join them. As the clouds darken, some of our family will run towards outbreaks of armed resistance — wherever they may be. This comes from a deep felt love and feelings of solidarity but also because, let’s be honest, for many conflict is attractive and anti-militarists rarely get the opportunity for outright war. The nihilistic desire — amplified in an increasingly complex world — to just get out there and ‘fuck shit up’ is, if not a creative urge, definitely a strong one. That’s not to say everyone has it, but many do. Here there is an uncomfortable symmetry between our emotional drivers and that of fighters generally.

In the ex-territory of failed and fallen states inter-ethnic conflict will become ever more common, at least until populations are cut back to a level more fitting a much hotter world.

The failed states have conflict levels so high and persistent that even baseline changes forecast by the IPCC are likely to worsen livelihood conditions. The trends suggest more of a social or tribal breakdown than wars between nations. Climate trends will ignore borders, and failed states prone to conflict will spread like a disease. [54]

To end this post, I have a video of wisdom for y'all.

The music in that video was an inspirational piece from my favorite minimal composer, Kyle Preston.

Geo by Kyle Preston

Good luck to you, and your loved ones.

Take care of each other, and stop taking from each other.

We all might live long enough to witness the end.



Posted by I0TA - January 10th, 2019


Five brand new tracks included in this album are:

  • Ecocide
  • Glass House
  • Agitate Educate Organize
  • Symphony Of Silence Society
  • After The Final Revolution

Kurohata, is one unreleased track.

All funds of this album goes directly to IWOC, or Incarcerated Workers Organizing Committee of the IWW.

This album is released with Public Domain Mark 1.0


Posted by I0TA - January 4th, 2019

I make a committment to release at least one album per year from now on. Last album, Ground Zero, was 2 years ago, and all the funds go to YukinaOfficial. This year album's fund will go to IWOC, IWW's Incarcerated Workers Organizing Committee, who organized the transnational massive prison strike last year in US and Canada. Being a Wobbly, I feel like I must step up my praxis.

Regardless of your politics, remember that you don't have to pay for the album, this one will be pay any amount you want. You pay to support my work, it's only your money will eventually indirectly go to something else. I do not take a single cent from it.

The album will consist of 20 tracks. 5 tracks will be from unreleased, and the rest is remastered.

Next album sometime in March will be for FireFund with 10 long tracks, currently in WIP.

Toronto Reference Library just upgraded their Wifi to Gigabit fiber, I'll go there after work to upload these and my promised pack of complete music, @eatmeatleet :)

Happy New Year.


Posted by I0TA - December 29th, 2018

Welp, this pic was old, but I smoked it. The other thing is chocolate edible with super high THC (300mg), fucked me up majorly. This country is weed heaven.